Thursday, January 22, 2009

i make rash decisions

RACING FOR FRANK!  
an unforgettable adventure through disney.


These are my crazy running friends who meet with me before dawn to train!
Me and matt. This smile is totally fake.
This smile is fake too, but i did like my shirt a lot!
stupid broken watch.  and my medal!  yay!
this was the one photo matt snapped.  i am behind the girl in blue!  you can see my foot!

BEWARE, long post.

So....  when dad got diagnosed with lymphoma in September i felt pretty helpless, we all did.  but i needed to do something, anything. 2 days later i found myself registered for the Disney Marathon through Team in Training and promised to raise $2400.00.  i hadn't run more than 9 miles in 3 years!!!  what is wrong with me?  

i ended up reaching my fundraising goals and even surpassing them by double!  Thanks to all the generous people who donated to the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society in honor of me.  I trained with an awesome group of people who helped give me the confidence to not only finish the marathon, but have a blast doing so!  I finished in 4:31:49. Much better than i was expecting. We spent 2 and a 1/2 months waking up at 3:00am to meet for our long runs. I am so thankful i had a moment of insanity where i decided to do this.  here is what i remember of the four and a half hours galloping around Disney World!
 
5:50 am- fireworks set off above mickey mouse and we all take off.. well we start jogging in place for 3 minutes then we take off. The first 14 miles were a blast.  My face hurt from smiling so much. i truly felt like a kid in a candy shop when we ran down main street and through the castle. I think my friend, Trish, might have thought i was crazy when i grabbed her hand for a photo-op. we were plugging along at a fabulous 9:45 pace--our happy pace.  Matt had found us at mile 8 and managed to snap a picture of us before we bolted out of sight. sadly i didn't see him again until after i finished.  
8:00am-we were finished with more than half of the race... all down hill from here, right??? we passed through the un-disney part of Disney.  the water treatment plant... stinky!  it smelled like a toilet for a good mile and a half.  the next 3 miles went by pretty quickly thanks to some local high school bands and a runner's high. I was definitely enjoying myself.  the sun was starting to get a little hot.  mile 19 had a long steady climb and Trish got tunnel vision. I knew that if I slowed down I wouldn't be able to finish, so we separated. 
9:15- for the out and back that were miles 21 and 22 (which by the way i find ridiculous in a place as big as Disney) i made a friend named Miles. I think amid my dehydration and delerium, I told him that I didn't like his name... at this point i was still on track for finishing in 4:20. My watch had stopped working for some mysterious reason so I was on my own with pacing. I knew the last few miles were entertaining (MGM, boardwalk and EPCOT) so i wasn't too worried. mile 23 my muscles were starting to ache a bit and i was having trouble swallowing calories that i knew i needed. thankfully, a Team in Training coach saw me make a face at a water stop and he ran with me for half a mile.  Mile 24 was close, 2.2 miles, simple.  That is when the bear got on my back.  a big giant bear and he wanted me to stop.  i wanted to stop. I didn't care about finishing. all i wanted to do was lie down and wait for the bus. i hated running, i hated Tiffany who told me i could do it, i hated everyone who had encouraged me along the way.  what did they know??  i was MISERABLE.  i felt like i was hardly moving, i was still running, but i don't think that is a fair word to use because my pace was sloven. my emotions were out of whack at this point. i felt like i was having an anxiety attack.  my breathing was erratic, my heart rate was frantic and i had a huge knot in my throat like i was going to break out in sobbing hysterics. somehow i kept going. i seriously thought EPCOT would never end.  i was rounding the 'world', in front of Germany, when a man came up from behind and said "Frank is proud of you and he loves you."  that was when my final wind hit me.  i almost started crying again and i picked up to a running speed.  half a mile to go. i was picturing everybody i love.  Theresa prancing beside me singing "running with Jesus"!  Daniel next to me telling his marathon recap.  Dad getting chemotherapy. Mom singing "it's uppy uppy time". Tiffany busting 50 yards from the finish line of her recent marathon. Matt at the end with a camera.  THE END, the end was soon, so soon.  i had already ruined any chance i had of finishing under 4:30, so i was just looking forward to when i could stop running.  i would never run again, ever. and then i saw it, the finish line. the hallelujah chorus singing in my ear. i mustered what speed there was left inside of me and took off.  Blowing kisses to the camera man i crossed the line and immediately slowed to a walk. The euphoria only lasted a minute.  i was so happy to be done. then the anger set in.  i smiled for the camera with my medal on, even though i wanted to be horizontal on the pavement, crying. i had to walk another half a mile just to get to the snacks. food, blah. and then even farther to the F tent where my bags were.  Matt, sadly, missed me crossing the finish line because he was busy staring at a jogger dressed in gladiator garb who was about 1 second in front of me.  when we were finally reunited, he thought i was mad at him, but really i was just mad.  i was so mad at myself for deciding to run a marathon. who did i think i was?  blah. i felt like poo. i thought people said you were happy when it was over, where was that happiness??  With a lot of effort, i finally got some calories in me, called my family and the anger began to wear off. i got giddy when my running buddies started crossing the finish line and was able to vent and share my adventures. 
12:00pm- There it was,  the euphoria! At last! what an amazing feeling.  I ran 26.2 miles. I rock!  I will do it again some day, and i will probably wonder why (again) on miles 24 and 25, but the pain in the end is totally worth the thrill of victory!


Saturday, December 27, 2008

CHRISTMAS!






This Christmas, we (Fox and Pancotto Clans) got to be in the same state together. Due to Daniel and Randi's new arrival, they didn't want to brave traveling to florida with the 2 little ones. Our friends had a lake house that woudln't be in use over the holidays and they graciously let us borrow it. After working Christmas eve, Matt and I arrived in concord at 930ish to catch the tail end of the food and libations. We woke early on Christmas morning to open gifties and stuff ourselves before Dad went into work. (the last gift of the morning, Grandmommie's puzzle took us- 6 adults with almost 10 degrees- 30 minutes) Matt and I then headed to the lake house to meet the rest of the Foxes. We had a blast celebrating christmas that evening. Ellie was quite the helper, passing out gifts and tearing into them herself. AFter multiple attempts to keep the oven working, we ate a yummy christmas dinner then settled in (in our bunk beds). All in all a wonderful break. Both families spent saturday night together at my parent's house and ate homemade mannicotti.  Mom cried when she held Campbell-- then everyone laid into me when we were going to start the process......
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

BRRRRRRRR!!

For Matt's interview out in Colorado, we decided to make a weekend vacation out of it. I met him at the Denver Airport where snow was falling and a storm was blowing in.  The weekend weather forecast was snow with a low in the twenties.... instead of that, we got the coldest December weekend in 100 years. Monday morning's low was minus 19. Brrr.  It was painful to open the door, and even more painful to let the air touch your skin. We did attempt a trip to the mountains for some wondering, but when the snow starting blowing, we quickly changed our minds. It sure was beautiful though!




Deer tracks on the mountain side.


The Chevy Ice Skates (Daniel so aptly named)  We were in a constant state of hydroplaning!


This was the extent of our playing in the snow.  Mind you the weather on the top of the mountain was up to 20... much more bearable. 

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Halloween

Happy Halloween!
bailey dog and sarah dog playing with the bone
dalmation sarah!
matt-o ready to fight a fire in an authentic fireman suit!
fireman and pet dalmation.  bailey kept trying to steal my bone. :)

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

I love LA

SURPRISE!!!! Yay! Theresa was planning a trip to LA to visit Daniel and Jen for the 4th and I had the brilliant idea to come along and surprise Daniel. Jen had to be let in on the secret since we were uping their house load from 3 to 5-- she still couldn't convince him to get the Sam's club sized toilet paper. The key was not letting papa frank in on the secret-- he has a reputation for letting things slip! :) It worked, Daniel had no idea and we all had a BLAST!


This is us waiting it LAX while a bomb threat was going on in our terminal-- mind you a REAL bomb threat. we saw at least 30 cop cars zooming past us then we saw the bomb squad and got nervous.... we then mosied up to the USAir terminal to wait on Tree.
Theresa's first hair cut! We almost, it's been over a year since sissors touched her hair and way more than that since she has paid more than 12 dollars for a cut. Yay for carlos, he did an awesome job!
HAPPY 4th OF JULY! We walked to Century City, saw WALL-E, ate at the Counter (yum), "watched" a firework and went BOWLING!
BOWLING
Round 1: matt won with a 118 and I came in last with an impressive 44.
Round 2: daniel won with a 117 and Theresa brought in the tail end. I won most improved, bringing my score up to a 92!!!! The key was degrading comments right before I released the ball. ie "you're stupid and bad at bowling."
Sofie was very tired after the day at the beach-- barking at seaguls and chasing daniel's kite. The dragon kite made quite an appearance in Malibu at Zuma beach- after multiple suicide attempts (nosediving into the retention pond) it finally got cought in the powerlines then fell into traffic on HWY 1. Daniel saved him and decided to pack up the dragon until next time.

WE'RE GOING TO DISNEYLAND!!!!! Wheels up at 0700. Packed tightly in the prius and headed to Anaheim. Daniel played California themed music the entire way and Matt's shoulders filled up the back seat- we discussed the bed sores we were forming from the inability to move in the back of the prius

Matt borrowed Daniels' sunglasses-- bad idea. After they were left on the first ride of the day-- Indiana Jones, matt left me in charge of them on each ride thereafter. Oddly, that was not the only item lost in Disney......

HIGH SPEED TEACUPS! woohoo!

Jen sat the matterhorn out- afraid she would become decapitated. We all decided she'd been watching the news too much!

Our new favorite thing! Brother bear adventure park. We climbed and crawled our way around this kid park then Daniel did the triple pocket check and realized his wallet wasn't in its correct place. uh-oh. Thanks to some nice person, the guide had it! And the 1$ bill was still in it!

Mulholland Madness. Truly terrifying.

Big thunder!

Goats!

Storybook land- pretending we are all very tiny and live in Disney movies :)

After eating massive amounts at Blue Bayou- YUM. 4 Monte Cristos later, we all decided it was time to go on a grapfruit fast.

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

NC Mountains

Another Fox Family Adventure! Matt had a few days off after his step 2 so we invited the entire Fox Clan to meet in the North Carolina Mountains for a weekend of hiking and eating. Daniel and Randi have a friend that own this beautiful house in Blowing Rock, NC. They graciously let us all stay there (minus Rosie and Bailey).

So Pretty! We all had our own rooms and plenty of space to spare!



We all made this 4 mile hike together (including Ellie on her dad's back)

Finally to the top and ready to turn back around. This so called
"moderate" hike kicked our butts! We were practically scaling rocks
at one point!





Naked Ellie!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Jacksonville Beach






Matt's friend Casey has a house in Jacksonville Beach that he so graciously loaned to us while we had a few consecutive days off last week. We had a blast, Bailey was introduced to the ocean-- which he thought was trying to chase him. I totured my legs with a very long beach run, we both attempted po-going and we ate plenty of yummy carribean food.
Daisypath Anniversary tickers